Being a cheer leader

Yes, for everything. No matter how tired I am. No matter how difficult the task is. Whether I like it or not I say yes. I am his biggest cheer leader, I suppose. But when it comes to me I realize I have to be my own cheer leader. But it is not so for all I realize. For all he wants more  than me he is their cheer leader. Then it is not that he is so. Just that I got him so. Why? Long and deep sighs do not reveal the answer. Why then be a cheer leader? Because if I do not then who will be what? What will become the unknown and darken the thinking process. How long a cheer leader will I be? I do not know! In fact do not want to know. We all get tired don't we? So am I! Tired beyond explanation.... Cheer leader business is not worth it, I feel. It's time to retire. Hope he finds a new cheer leader. A good one that too. One can hope, so I hope, that be anything but a cheer leader. Not anymore. Not anymore.............