Saturday, January 23, 2010

I did it!

This time I did it. I hunted the hunter. I managed to be extremely arrogant and threw full attitude at my enemy. I realized that being mean feels good at the moment but later the feeling is that of regret. For a long time in the afternoon I detested what I did because being unforgiving is not in my nature. I melt like ice. It's just that this time it was not to be so. This time when I looked him in the eye I saw no apology but some weird expression which I could not reckon and that set me off. And that's when I acted mean and rude. But later I felt sorry about what I had done. I had become like him. I should not have done what I did. But I guess now we are even. Or are we? But whatever it is I promised myself that I will never become like him. Because that is so not me. I will be me and for people like him it will always be between them and their conscience. Provided they have one!

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